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Topic Started: Jan 8 2009, 07:54 PM (760 Views)
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I won't be doing much work around here for a while. I have depression and it makes it impossible to do everything. So don't expect me to do much. And if I seem harsher than normal, it's because I'm most likely in a bad mood, which will be alot. It'll hopefully go away soon as I'm getting anti-depressants.
Yeah, Mgamerz has a life too.
Anyways.
Just thought I'd let you know.
Edited by Mgamerz, Jan 19 2009, 08:37 PM.
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That's really bad...
Overcome your problems, I know you are capable.

And that's all I can say, I think...
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It's been with me for over a year, or at least, developing for over a year...
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Do you have any idea y this is happening to you?
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Because of my pathetic past, and I guess never talking to anyone.
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You should have someone to talk about my problems. I was kinda depressed (not exactly, just that I felt like that for some long time), and my problems started to heal when I opened more to people. I'm not telling you to tell your entire life to all people, though.
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hey Mgamerz whats up? don't be depressed you have everyone here liking you so no problem we like you and we want to talk to the Mgamerz we used to know, the great hacker from Trez the one who can hack megaman battle network games seriously you are like my best friend on the internet you got people that likes you and one of them is me and all of us. you are a very smart person, i can tell that by your complex hacks so cheer yourself up a bit :)
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Jan 9 2009, 12:48 PM
hey Mgamerz whats up? don't be depressed you have everyone here liking you so no problem we like you and we want to talk to the Mgamerz we used to know, the great hacker from Trez the one who can hack megaman battle network games seriously you are like my best friend on the internet you got people that likes you and one of them is me and all of us. you are a very smart person, i can tell that by your complex hacks so cheer yourself up a bit :)
It's easy to say that. If I would say, I'm murderer and killed two peoples in cold blood, You still would tolerate me? I don't think so.....
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nemo he has not done anything really bad he is just depressed and needs someone to cheer him up yu are talking about hate and that has nothing to do with depression i have had a bad times too but what else can i do to fix it? i have to deal with it and be happy whenever i can. Mgamerz if your past is really that bad why don't instead of not talking to anyone just keep yourself up and do the :D face we know that you were a nice person before.
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I tried to talk to my friends, but they just shut me out. I don't trust my counselor I'm seeing because when I was here for the first part of the divorce my parents have, my mom told me 2 years later that it was just used to control me... Since then, it's been in my worst nightmare, and I still hate it... I just wanted to talk to my friends but it's like they don't even care.
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Jan 9 2009, 02:10 PM
It's easy to say that. If I would say, I'm murderer and killed two peoples in cold blood, You still would tolerate me? I don't think so.....
The question wasn't for me, but I will answer it anyway. I would still tolerate you, but I wouldn't look at you with the same eyes as before I knew that.

@Mgamerz: Try to slowly talk about you to friends, or even make new friends (I know, it's hard, but sometimes life gives you a chance to know new people, or know more about people you know from before). Then you will find your true friends. That was what I done... talking to someone about what you feel it's a good thing...
About the counselor, I have never been with one, but I wouldn't trust one. Psychologists and Counselors aren't good choices to trust in, IMO.
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The question wasn't for me, but I will answer it anyway. I would still tolerate you, but I wouldn't look at you with the same eyes as before I knew that.


Tolerate because You must or want? What would be next then, You would stop talking with me? You would make stupid jokes? What, if I would not kill those peoples but for example would rape some girls? Is that would change something in Your vision about me? If You, as a my best friend would want to hear that from me, hear that's a source of my depression? After You would listen, You still would be my friend? Would You call police? Sorry, that I'm asking You stupid questions ~
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If you did that, I would not call police, because even if you commited some crimes, you have been a kind person with me, and as my best friend you helped me and understood me, I would still be your friend, but I would be worried about you, and maybe I would try to help you with your problems, that's what a friend would do. (I'm saying 'help' not as 'hide', but also not as 'reveal', just helping you by listening to your problems and giving advice)

(BTW, the site is showing depression-related ads...)
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I'm debating whether to even call them my friends anymore. They never talk to me unless I talk to them first, they never come to me when I'm down, they never call me, it's like I'm just saying their my friends and I don't know why.
I'm honestly considering just completely dropping them as what I call friends so I won't be let down more.
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I used to have "friends" like that, after I stopped talking to them first most of them never talked to me again. Like Ryuusei said, you would probably be better off if you found new friends. I also know its hard to find true friends.
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My girlfriend was friends with both of them. After she broke up with me (ha! It was the day I had written her a note saying my life is rapidly declining), she said 'I don't want to mess up your friendship with Naomi (She's the best of the three... At least I thought). She apparently didn't think I had a friend in Angela. So alaina (my ex) took her away. And now she spends like all of her time with Naomi, so I'm pretty much screwed out of all my friends. I just wish they would show me they care, somehow.
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I know that something has happened but didn't think that it is something like that... Well. I don't have such a problem in my real life but I think that I can compare lots of things with it... It's hard to do anything but easy to say. So I won't say: "Think about something different". I know how it is that friends ignore you or something what you want to say... I hope you will get better soon and that your friends will accept it and hear what you want to say and care. They are the only people which can really help you because friends are the people you can trust most.
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Your friends should care about you instead of themselves. They don't realize how bad are you feeling... but they soon will notice that you need their help, because as Chris said, they are the only people which can help you.

But sometimes there is people that wants to be your friend, people who is nice to you. You can develop friendship with them and even trust them if you feel so. Pay attention to that...
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Hey, just let it go. I always have bad stuff going on in my life but Megaman helps me out.
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I don't think that's right. I would not forget any serious problem by playing a game.
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