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How my day went today; because this is too long for the thread.
Topic Started: Nov 24 2008, 07:43 PM (94 Views)
Zeblid
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NOTE: I posted this here, because I felt it was WAAAAYYYY too damn long for the "How was your day?" thread.


My day was pretty bad. It might've been pretty good, actually, but I'm pessimistic, and like to point out the bad things.


I stayed the night at my girlfriend's, as I had no school today. When I woke up, I was friggin' FREEZING. Her mom was being cheap or something, and decided that we freeze, rather than the price of her heat bill going up a little. My girlfriend decided to stay home for a little bit, to make us both some breakfast, which was good.

I decided to walk her to school afterwards(which starts at 9:15 or something, and it was past that, so she was late at this point), and before we even a 6th of the walk there, she slipped on some ice and sprained her elbow really bad.
I, of course, beat myself up with awkwardly-fitting excuses such as "if I was paying more attention to you, and had my arm around you or something, you wouldn't have fallen," and "if I had only just thought ahead and decided to go around the snowbank."
Anyway, she was crying, that always hurts me a lot, I walked her back home. We called her mom who was at work, blah blah blah.....and she set up a doctor appointment for 11 AM.

We waited around for a bit, watched some TV, got her ice, etc. And when the time came, we walked over to the doctor. While we were waiting inside, some policeman came out from an appointment. My GF pointed out that his fly was down. Lol.
When she was having her appointment, I was playing StarForce 2, trying to get ApolloFlameSP's "ApolloFlame" card. Jeez thats tough to do.
Anywho, a while later when her mom got home from work around 4 PM, all she did was start yelling about how much of a mess the house was, which upset my GF again.

The worst part happened, was when we went for a walk afterwards. The little button on a crosswalk-lamppost-thingie wasn't working, so we had to actually pay attention to cars to get across. I made the dumbest move ever here, and I cannot believe I actually did it...
Basically, I was the light change to yellow, and a reflex in my head told me "okay, that means they're slowing down, tell her you can cross now!!" so I did...unfortunately, I saw a speeding car and I screamed out to her "MAGGIE!!! WAIT!!!!!" and she didn't 'process' that for a second or two...You see, in that brief moment, when I saw the life of my lovers' flash before my eyes, I felt like everything was over. She is my life. I dropped out of school back in May 06, and she's the reason that I'm back this year, getting my education so I can get a good job and live my life. She's the reason why I don't contemplate killing myself. If I had lost her, everything would have been over. I would have never forgiven myself, and I still really don't, but if she had died, I wouldn't have been able to live on.

...and that was pretty much my day. I still feel awful...I'm at home now(and have been since around 7 PM), in the basement, on the computer. I hope these kinds of things (or worse) don't happen to any of you.
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I don't think this post would have been too long for the thread, but okay. Bad day man. Hope everything goes better.
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I hope things get better for you... That was really a bad day...
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I'm so sorry to hear that.

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